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Sat, Oct. 30th, 2004, 08:46 pm
[bye journal..]
journal is really not for me....
Sun, Oct. 3rd, 2004, 06:40 pm
[nothing..]
i woke up again around 12 then i took a bath. i was so happy seeing my phone dat someone texted me. it was not the guy im talking about a while ago. it was one of my crushes. i was surprised that he text me again. i think he's really nice and i was curious wen he told me that he misses me. if it was just "bola" or he is just like that to all other girls or he just really misses me! hehe.
i just realized that i don't have to wait for just one guy, for pangs. now, i have to move on and like somebody else that will lead to more exciting relationship. i'm not that desperate to have a boyfriend, i just missed my life before. someone cares for me, someone texts me almost everyday, someone calls me..and that someone was not my boyfriend. it was just a friend that is so concern and interested in my life. and makes me smile everyday.
will he be the guy that will care for me.. i dunno.. coz i dnt know him that much.. i hope we get to know each other...
ill just try my best to post again later..
and i hope i will have time to customize my blog..
Sun, Oct. 3rd, 2004, 02:17 am
[tamad]
just wanna post it.. well my day was so boring...
i woke up to eat lunch..it was my favorite.."inihaw na pork".. and "inihaw na bangus".. after eating.. i start reading "sugat ng alaala" for our final exam! i just finished a chapter because i fell asleep.. (guess wut? chapter 4 pa lng ako!!!)then i woke up again to eat our dinner..grr... after eating.. i was already here.. in front of the computer!! well it was not boring at all.. coz of ym!! hehe.. well as usual.. chat with kaye, ramlo, charles, and my other english blockamates..i was here since 8pm and now, it's already 2 in the morning..gosh i was here for only 6 hours? i usually use the computer for more than that..hehe..
well.. there's no progress in my life.. i'm stil single..hehe.. still waiting someone to fall for me.. or still waiting for HIM!!! hahaha.. i dunno why i still like pangs.. even i was turned off of what he thinks.. maybe because... i really like him that much.. the way he thinks except what he told me.. his views in life..even the way he thinks in a boy-girl relationships.and there's so many things we both like.. and duh.. we think alike.. and it was so funny wen someone asked me if he is my brother..or boyfriend..actually, there's so many peolpe thought that he's my boyfriend...how i wish..
aS I gROw
Please...
Understand that I am growing up and changing very fast.
It must be difficult to keep up with me, but please try.
Reward me for telling the truth,
Then I am not frightened into lying.
Pay attention to me and spend time with me.
Then I can believe that I am important and worthwhile.
Trust and respect me. Even though I am smaller than you,
I have feelings and needs just like you.
Compliment and appreciate me. AND Then I’ll feel good,
And I’ll want to continue to please you.
Help me explore my unique interest, talents and potentials.
In order for me to be happy,
I need to be me and not you or someone you want to me to be.
Be an individual and create your own happiness.
Then you can TEACH me the same,
And I can live a HAPPY, SUCCESSFUL and FULFILLING LIFE
Sun, Sep. 26th, 2004, 11:41 pm
[haha..funny!]
when I wake up and went downstairs my mom and coz keep on asking me about my friendster! about the testimonials my friends wrote..about the head turner thing..that __ wrote... and asking why does ej has no testi for me but actually they did not saw it.. is "pangs" my friend? why is tin not my friend..in short about my "boylets".. so.. i showed them what they missed... first, the account of "pangs".. haha.. he was cute DAW!! then tin's account..when they saw tin's picture.."uy"..haha!! as if i still have a crush on him.. [just heard from the radio..89.1] con't..haha.. then the testi ej wrote for me... then they also looked at the testi that i wrote... grr... my testi to __!! then,, they asked if i had a feelings for him.. as if i'll answer them straight so i just told them "ewan"..grrr!! i just wish that they will not discover my livejournal account..
Life is like a basketball played by two persons wherein the game should be give and take. Of course, one will always win and one will always lose. It also goes with love, there is
always someone who loves more than or runs after the other. Sometimes there are fouls because there are instances that you are consciously or unconsciously hurting your playmate. No relationship is perfect that is why we are allowed to have 6 fouls. But then if you are fouled out, you need to look for another playmate because at this point you have harassed him too much. Probably that is the way it goes. If you are looking for a playmate who does not want to play this game, it is like loving someone who does not love you. And if a person you do not like is asking you to be his playmate, he is like going for someone who does not love him. But isn’t it harder when you both want to play
the game but you cannot because its either one of you already has a playmate or both of you are already in their own respective games? Anyway, so who is the referee then? Ah,
the referees are your friends who try their best to separate you with your playmate. You are lucky if the referees are on your side because they would not call on fouls. However, there might come a time wherein your playmate is hurting inside and still you do not know anything about it. It is so hard to understand, isn’t it? Too complicated. But then
we have to remember, we should not move to another court if we still have an ongoing game on our own court. It is hard to double play. We should stick to one to make the game sail smoothly. Just a thought: when will I find my playmate who would not leave me hanging at my court?
Wed, Sep. 22nd, 2004, 11:55 pm
[love?friend?]
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I’m with you…no man is worth your tears, and the one who is, won’t make you cry…just because someone doesn’t love you the way they want you to do, it doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have…a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart…the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them and knowing you can’t have them…never frown, even you are sad because you never know who is falling in love with your smile…to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world…don’t waste your time on a man/woman who isn’t willing to waste their time with you…maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful…don’t cry because it is over, smile because it happened…there’s always going to be people that hurt you…so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around…make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect to know you…don’t try so hard…the best things come when you least expect them to…a true friend remembers whatever happens…it happened for a reason…we are afraid of losing what we have, whether its our life or our possessions and property…but this fear evaporates when we understand that our life stories and the history of the world were written by the same hand… Tue, Sep. 21st, 2004, 07:27 pm
[admu essay]
It is a big achievement for me to pass the entrance test of Makati Science High School. Spending my high school days in this school and being one of the graduating students this school year, have helped me a lot to be the person that I am today. Dealing with my fellow students, coming from different backgrounds, moods and needs, made me more aware and appreciative of myself, my family and others.
I realized that it is not only enough that one has the potential to perform well in school and be successful in the future, but one should also keep the values of hard work, healthy inter-personal relationship, trust in one’s ability and faith in God.
I was already 7 years old when my parents decided to come home in the Philippines and study here. I could only read, write and speak Japanese then. No school would accept me in Gr. 1 because I know not even a single Filipino or English word. It was only Golden Values School (Makati) who allowed me to enroll but in Prep. With all the support of my parents and relatives, I was able to learn all the basics of pre-school level in a year’s time and able to adjust well both in my new school and home environment. I have even made my parents more proud of me when I’ve proven to be a consistent honor student from Gr. 2 until I graduated valedictorian in Gr. 6.
All these achievements served as an inspiration for me to aim higher and be the best that I can be with the grace of God. Especially now that I, being the eldest, have to be one of my mother’s strengths and be able to provide her assistance in rearing my brother and sister or even just to be a role model to them. The death of my father less than 2 years ago had given me greater motivation to strive harder and be more responsible and committed to whatever life’s tasks that I have to face and perform.
I know I will meet more challenges and obstacles as the years pass. But with all these past experiences, strivings and triumphs, I am positive that I will surpass them all and become a better person in God’s loving hands.
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